A quest for getting inspired and remaining blissfully so in the hectic world we live in.
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
Final nail in the coffin!
I'm over the Moon, on cloud 9, in seventh heaven.
Thank you for all the support out there - your kind words carried me through eye strain and wrist pain, not to mention plot drain.
Two quotes in summary to end this post...
"Writing is like prostitution. First you do it for love, and then for a few close friends, and then for money."
~ Moliere
"Writing is easy: All you do is sit staring at a blank sheet of paper until drops of blood form on your forehead."
~ Gene Fowler
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Novel-ing (ish) - Week 3
What is that I hear? Is it the sound of popping champagne corks?
Half kidding but I am eyeing the bottle of Piper in my refrigerator with a mighty thirst and a trigger-happy finger ready to do some serious bottle uncorking damage.
And for the record it is the only item in the refrigerator until the end of the month - these luxuries do not come cheap you know.
I'm standing at 33,340 words and M-A-N it feels good.
Even though my main character has lost his shine and I find his personality a tad overbearing at times I keep on writing.
Something tells me he's going to end up as shark-bait and the sassy females (as per usual) are going to save the day.
Will keep you posted - darn, another pop.
Either getting my ears checked or borrowing money to purchase a pack of salmon to keep the Piper company. Until the end of November that is...
Half kidding but I am eyeing the bottle of Piper in my refrigerator with a mighty thirst and a trigger-happy finger ready to do some serious bottle uncorking damage.
And for the record it is the only item in the refrigerator until the end of the month - these luxuries do not come cheap you know.
I'm standing at 33,340 words and M-A-N it feels good.
Even though my main character has lost his shine and I find his personality a tad overbearing at times I keep on writing.
Something tells me he's going to end up as shark-bait and the sassy females (as per usual) are going to save the day.
Will keep you posted - darn, another pop.
Either getting my ears checked or borrowing money to purchase a pack of salmon to keep the Piper company. Until the end of November that is...
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Novel-ing (ish) - Week 2
Whoopee-doo!
I made the 20,000 word count.
Unbelievable but true.
To put it bluntly my writing is still "craptastic" but you know, hopefully it will improve after the 35,000 word mark.
Don't keep your fingers crossed though.
Tallyho!
I made the 20,000 word count.
Unbelievable but true.
To put it bluntly my writing is still "craptastic" but you know, hopefully it will improve after the 35,000 word mark.
Don't keep your fingers crossed though.
Tallyho!
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
Novel-ing (ish) - Week 1
The goal is to write at least 1,666 words a day to stay on track and ensure I reach 50,000 words by the end of November. Kicked of day 1 with a neat deficit of 1,666 words, ended day 1 with a just as neat defict of 1,666 words. This is what happens when one bunny hops to Kuching for the weekend instead of remaining chained to the PC.
Back on track though - suffice to say there was a lot of catching up to do on Monday and Tuesday.
As for the quality of my writing, let's not go there just yet.
Editing concerns (poor editor) are meant to be tackled only after November.
For now it is fairly easy to get into the flow as the story seems to have a life of its own.
I started out with the spice route in Malacca and ended up dabbling in Malay magic and crocodile breeding patterns.
Uhm...and that was in one day!
All fabulous so far, will keep you posted.
Onwards and upwards, always.
Back on track though - suffice to say there was a lot of catching up to do on Monday and Tuesday.
As for the quality of my writing, let's not go there just yet.
Editing concerns (poor editor) are meant to be tackled only after November.
For now it is fairly easy to get into the flow as the story seems to have a life of its own.
I started out with the spice route in Malacca and ended up dabbling in Malay magic and crocodile breeding patterns.
Uhm...and that was in one day!
All fabulous so far, will keep you posted.
Onwards and upwards, always.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Lost the plot and hope to find it...soon-ish!
Oh boy! My November 2009 will not only be for celebrating the birthdays of several close friends. And I do have a number of fierce, fun-loving Scorpios in my life. The eleventh month will also see me putting my hand to paper and actually doing what I've set-out to do a long time ago.
That is...penning a novel.
Assisting me in this mammoth task is NANOWRIMO where during the span of a month I'll be writing and submitting a minimum of 50,000 words (uhm...punctuation does NOT count).
Nothing like self-induced pressure to assist the mental cogs in turning, sweaty palms and gastric upsets making a grand entrance to actually get the task done. I'll keep you posted on my progress via this blog during the threshing. A once weekly update should suffice. If you don't hear from me do check-in, please.
As for plot: nothing, void, blank (for now). I've been assured this is OK too. I like to think of the lack of a plot as a blank slate, primed and ready for a masterpiece. But then reality kicks in and I realise less is not always more...
My PP's (Previous Plots) ranged from action heroes the likes of "Wonderbra-lass" saving the world from the wrath of flat-chested woman to soppy dramas only worthy of dubbed afternoon TV soaps somewhere in the world where the tales of sobbing men and their philandering wives are appreciated. Not really an aftermarket there.
Scorpios: do practise some stinger restraint might I be a tad late wishing you happy b'day with a chocolate cupcake in tow this year.
After all, what is a day or two between friends.
Now if only I could find a partner (would have to be kooky one) to jump into this project with all the enthusiasm he/she can muster. To succumb to the madness and perpetual folly, to...
Wait a minute, I just might have found my plot!
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Craving the simple life.
Days crammed with deadlines, meetings, urgent calls to make and take, upset clients, lethargic colleagues - all of these leave me aching for the simple life. The same feeling overwhelms me when reading my favourite paper or news magazine. Advertisements cover to cover all "convincing" me to purchase the latest and greatest to magically up my cool factor.
We allow ourselves to be brain-washed by whatever the media dishes and dolls up for us.
The latest technology, high fashion attire, gourmet meals, oh the list is endless really.
Just like our desire for said items/services. Will we ever reach a point where we contemplate and determine our own concept of wealth (and happiness for that matter)?
Which brings me to one of my favourite books on the topic.
How to simplify your life by Tiki Kustenmacher is a great start if you are yearning to turn your back on all the unnecessary "noise" creating turmoil in your day to day existence.
Also found a good site offering tips on how to get closer to attaining a simple life and a well-written article on how a single mom is making ends meet back in the cradle of Consumerism, good 'ol USA.
For the record; I have no aspiration for moving into a tent just yet but some tweaking here and there won't do any harm either.
and finally, from that bastion of American literature, MAD magazine:
"The only reason a great many American families don't own an elephant is that they have never been offered an elephant for a dollar down and easy weekly payments."
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Amma hugs.
In pursuit of tranquility we set of for Singapore’s city centre on a balmy Sunday morning.
Hoping to catch a glance and a hug from Mātā Amritanandamayī Devi or if like me you get tongue-tied and flustered just by the thought of so many consonants in one word, Amma for short. She is also known as the hugging saint and has hugged more than 30 million people over the past three decades.
The first time I came across Amma was in Lucy Edge’s book “Yoga School Dropout”. Amma from Kerala was immediately added to my mental list of people to see and places to explore in India not only for a hug but also to catch a glimpse of her Humanitarian projects.
You should know that a trip to India has been on my To Do list since 1998 when a knowing friend gave me a Lonely Planet guide to India that I proceeded to read like a novel. Presently the guidebook is dog-eared and tattered, stained by splatters of Indian fare enjoyed all over the show, except in India. Since the current Economy is what it is I had no objection to being in Amma’s presence while in Singapore as opposed to biding my time until my adventure to India finally materialised. Reason enough to bite the bullet and brave the City over a weekend.
Amma has a sizeable following in Singapore – big enough to fill one of the cavernous exhibition halls in the Suntec Convention and Exhibition centre. We arrived before 9:30 AM and even though early a line of people was already snaking through the entrance, patiently waiting for a number. The number issued is your “pass” for a hug from Amma. She doesn't leave before everyone with a number has spent time with her. Amma reportedly sits for more than twenty hours at some of the Darshans to offer her hug to those approaching her.
The ambience was hushed but jubilant. Some folks tucked into vegetarian fare while others were chatting away. Here and there a person decked out in white from head-to-toe, handed out pamphlets to first timers. Sure was an intriguing garam masala of people from every background, shape and size. First-timers and Old-timers mingled effortlessly.
Enveloped by the stunning murmur of mantras chanted in the background and the faint, crisp smell of flowers – white flowers.
Number ticket in hand we zeroed in on seats closer to the action – the tiny platform Amma would work from. From here it was clear to observe the well-oiled machine behind the gathering. Each helper knew exactly where in the puzzle he/she was meant to fit.
Peculiarly, where time felt as per usual prior to our numbers flashing on the monitor it seemed to warp from that point onwards. Minutes accelerating but also slowing down at crucial moments like a trickle of honey lazily dripping from a spoon. We were ushered into line by Amma’s helpers and as we got closer to the front of the line the chanting became louder and the smell of Jasmine intensified. Just in time I bought a Jasmine garland for Amma – showing up empty handed would be akin to arriving at a friend’s home for dinner without the nice bottle of wine (well, that was my personal thinking anyway, my dad did a fine job raising me – an opinion shared by my friends who are normally on the receiving end of said bottle of wine).
Just in time too, as I turned around it was my turn to be hugged. I’m describing it as “to be hugged” because that is exactly what happened. I melted in her arms without reservation or inhibitions – just like that – melted! The jasmine garland I gave her was around her neck and she gently pressed my face against her chest while she held me. Once again time froze and she whispered in my ear what sounded like: “my girl, my girl, my girl”. Could also just be me projecting what I wanted to hear.
By the time Amma let go of me (or I eventually let go of her) I was lifted to my feet by her helpers and ushered away.
A tad wobbly as if treading on marshmallows it felt like my heart was jumping through my ribcage.
I could feel the thump-thump-thump against my fingertips when I touched my chest. Sensory overload but inside tranquil and at peace. Mission accomplished.
Only later did I realise I was clutching a tiny candy in my hand – one of the helpers must’ve pressed it into my palm.
So did the experience touch me in any way?
Touched, yes. Changed, I don’t know.
I can share that I’m noticeably more heart-centered since my hug. As if I’m basing my decisions on more than just my usual cognitive/over analytical thinking process.
On a physical level, my Yoga back bends are working a charm – sure is a first for me to be able to relax into a backbend (a heart chakra opening pose in itself) without a snippet of a thought of how long before I get out of this murderous human pretzel pose.
…and in conclusion, in the wise lady’s own words:
Only when human beings are able to perceive and acknowledge the Self in each other can there be real peace. —Amma
I like that.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Earth day - 22 April
The more clearly we can focus our attention on the wonders and realities of the universe about us, the less taste we shall have for destruction.
~ Rachel Carson
Earth day is here so why not make it special this year by posting your wish for Gaia online at United World Healing.
Be sure to spread the word - after all; energy flows where attention goes.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
The thing with numbers...
... from the intrinsic evidence of his creation, the Great Architect of the
Universe now begins to appear as a pure mathematician.
~ Sir James Jeans
Number crunching, rate calculations and percentiles stealthily followed me from my office desk to my bed. (No, I’m not dating an accountant.) I’m referring to my daily dealings with numbers recently popping up my dreams. Uninvited; how rude!
Not only calculations but even aircraft engine serial numbers were haunting me. One of my better habits is to write down my dreams as soon as I wake up in the morning. This makes for wicked and entertaining reading a week later but there really is not much to say for numbers. It’s mundane, right?
After a couple of days passed with zero entries in my dream journal I decided to remedy the situation by exploring the topic more. The thought of potentially succumbing to number overdose did cross my mind so note to friends: if you don’t hear from me over the next week, do call my dad. Thanks.
Ok but back to numbers. The first number related field that sprung to mind was Numerology.
It did help of course that I was reading Dan Millman’s book “The life you were born to Live” based on his approach to numerology. A polished book providing practical information while daring you to push the envelope a bit i.e. it makes you think and re-think. Have a look at the website for more info. Once you’ve opened the page, scroll down for the birth number calculator.
Dan Millman led to Dan Brown (once again proving the interconnectivity of Life) and before I knew it I was exploring pop culture and The Da Vinci Code concerning the Fibonacci sequence (1,2,3,5,8,13,21,34,55,89,144,...).
The sequence is derived from adding the first two numbers to arrive at the third. If I’ve lost you by now, hold on…we are nearly there.
Let’s look at Nature. In nature it’s easy to spot the numbers in the number of flower petals and the arrangement of seeds in flower heads, think of a sunflower. Pinecones and seashell spirals also follow the sequence.
Speaking of Pinecones. That reminds me of Mario Merz, a member of the “Arte Povera” Italian artistic movement. Mario was so enamored by the geometry of nature and with the Fibonacci sequence he regularly featured the sequence in performance art and installations. The Italians liked him so much that they even allowed him to install neon lights in the Roman forum. Do keep in mind that it takes more than a fair amount of talent to impress the Italians when it comes to art; especially in light of masters the likes of Leonardo de Vinci, Raphael and more recently, Mariani. In the early 90’s Mario used the sequence yet again to determine the shape of a 24-metre spiral in Prato, Florence. He used sticks, paper and iron as materials. I’m digressing though. Back to the pinecone. Shortly before his death he was filmed in Turin by British filmmaker Tacita Dean. For the interview Mario chose to sit under a tree all the while holding a pinecone in his lap. Most fitting.
Suffice to say, since I’m a tad more number savvy after all these explorations of mine my dreams are rich in detail again. I’ll dream of seashell spirals, sunflower heads, pinecones and igloos any day…or night for that matter.
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Creative expression
Must admit to grappling with connecting to my creative side, lately. Of course I could blame it on a myriad of things but the fact remains that it is my responsibility to keep the fire burning. Sort of a sacred agreement with my creative self.
So...to feed the furnace I've been writing a few photo essays. Very easy; you might even recall doing this yourself back in school. I've picked a few photos that appealed to my senses and sat down to scribble. This is from a photo from a recent trip to Peru.
~ Peru ~
The mighty Andes demand your attention. I find myself craning my neck time and time again to drink in yet another spectacular vista of rugged cliffs against the backdrop of clear blue skies.
We are squashed into a little van, the effect of adjusting to the high altitude still evident in our bloodshot blinkers. The dirt road snakes up the side of the mountain taking us further from the lush gardens at Wilka Tikka in the Sacred Valley, Peru towards a village school. Landslides like fresh abrasions are evident as we rattle along – an unmistakable sign of heavy rains not too long ago.
As our lifeless pose rolls into the village and finally come to a standstill in a sizeable cloud of dust, we are swarmed by a pool of red and fuchsia. Grinning kids in traditional Quechua ponchos and woolen hats surround us.
The kids lead us to an open square between the classrooms and like honorary guests we are sat down on stools in the sun. Scenario of who’s-watching-who sets in but then the show begins and all else is forgotten.
The celebration we are witnessing is a song and energetic dance about the harvesting of grains and the various phases grain goes through. The grain is treated as a gift from the gods and every stage of its growth up to being eaten or fermented and drank is enacted. A generous swig is taken from a flask at intervals. Can only be chicha – a potent local tipple that kicks like a mule. You may take my word for it.
Somewhere in the centre of the action an alpaca graces the “stage” as well - gorgeous little thing who doesn't seem to mind the handling, dancing and thrashing of corn around it. She takes in the action like a real veteran actress – haughty like a grand dame.
Kids are dancing and swirling - a sea of red. Even, the head boy has the opportunity to show of his conch blowing skills. Talk about upbeat. After the performance an honorary hat is being passed to who ever is going to be the next speaker – judging by the state of the hat there must be a lot of ceremonial talking going on in the village.
We applaud like crazy and next moment - not too sure how it occurred – we find ourselves (four of us) primped and ready to make our contribution to the feast.
None of us speak Spanish, and our South African English is hard enough to follow as it is.
We sing/scream/yelp our rendition of a ballade by Koos Kombuis while clowning out the meaning of the song.
ek bring vir jou blomme ek gee jou genot;
ek leen jou my bicycle sonder 'n slot;
ek weet dit is laat en jou ma-hulle slaap;
ek moes net vir jou se:
ek het jou lief, ek het jou lief soos die Kaap.
Of course the words are kind of meaningless in that context but I guess it's the idea that counts. And who knows maybe it was the first time for these kids to see four grown woman ride imaginary bicycles.... (most definitely a first for me).
Carol Cumes, owner of Wilka Tikka and sponsor of the village school, wants a translation pronto and our ballad flows into English and tumbles into Spanish.
Who said we need to speak the same language in order to communicate effectively.
The crowd quickly disperses after our performance – nothing personal we’ve been guaranteed in Spanish!
I ramble through the classrooms stuffed with shabby desks and chairs, the doorways evidently take a hammering – as if large objects are hauled through the narrow opening every day. In fact the entire school building looks as if it's about to collapse but upon closer inspection you see that it's still going to be around for another decade at least, who knows, maybe even for the next generation.
While leaning against a doorway chatting away to three boys in my best fragmented Spanish I feel a tap on my leg. Turning and half-expecting to see someone from our group I see this little gazelle of a girl with pigtails wearing a red poncho and green woolen tights. She's got mischief written all over her and instinctively I playfully lunge in her direction as if to catch her. Next moment I'm chasing kids and having a roaring time. We are playing catch with a Peruvian flair – a tap on the calf has to be thrown in.
Some of the parents are looking a tad concerned. Understandably so since all they see are screaming kids being chased by this wide-eyed, bushy haired woman with lily-white calves. Or maybe they are cleverly formulating the perfect "boogie woman" story to keep the kids in check at a later stage. In my imagination it goes along the line of: "One day the thin air was just too pure for this gringa and she flipped out and started chasing kids to take away with her to big, bad city. So if you don't finish all the corn on that plate I’ll get the gringa to pay us a visit.”
I'm rewarded for my efforts by the kids with a hot potato and not a minute too soon as my legs buckle and I collapse inelegantly. Of course little gazelle girl still running and twirling - all at once it seems. Clearly she’s not feeling the effects of the high altitude the way I am.
Much later when we head back we are followed by our entourage and a few seconds of panic sets in as we get into the van and the kids follow suit. The school principal spares us a riot and saves the van’s suspension with a few strict words in Spanish. I don’t have a clue what he’s saying but his face and words are enough to make me tuck my shirt into my pants – I NEVER tuck my shirt in…
As we leave the village all of us have a hand stuck out at the nearest window and we are waving, smiling and gesturing wildly until we are unable to see the kids anymore. Not at all as if we’ve only met today – we are waving as if we are saying we’ll be back.
A few miles away the now highly energetic pose sits down next to the stream to ravenously tuck into a lunch of home-made pita bread generously spread with buttery avocado. Senses sharp and hearts happy we are all smiling, scrap that, we are grinning and loving life all at once.
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